Namaste,
First of all, I apologize for the lengthy post. I had no other way, kindly bare me.
For My Husband
My husband had a brain stroke and had to undergo surgery in 2019 Oct.
Alopathic and Ayurvedic treatments were given and doctors told me that he may or may not recover. Even for recovery, they are not sure how much he can recover. At 37, it was devastating for him to become paralysed including losing speech.
There is only one thought in my mind, which is to help him not to get depressed. He went to Psychological therapy as well. So, I started saying to him that he will recover. but after two years he somehow started feeling low and decided for himself that he may not recover and his life has become useless. But I was constantly giving him hope trying to find solutions and explaining them. I am trying to make him believe that he would get back to his former self. Sometimes I lie. Now I am worried about what if after some time if he cannot be recovered and he realises that and gets depressed because of me giving false hope.
After getting VK and I told him about it, he is very positive and started being more lively and he was telling his parents etc that he will recover soon. He was expecting to become normal and would do all the things which he want to do and take care of children etc. Seeing him like that I was happy but today when I was thinking about his progress, I became fearful. I just asked him today, to tell my name and he could not. tried to remember, etc and said the wrong name (my daughter's name). He suddenly became dull and low. Our entire family had viral fever for a week and I was taking care of all of them.
Should I continue my act or Slowly tell him and prepare him to accept?
His BP would be around (85-105 / 120-140), as you can see his lower number is high.
He has difficulty in speech, the right side paralysed, he slowly walks but his hand doesn't work (he can slowly lift it).
So has overweight since there isn't much exercise.
I am the following with VK -
* Water charge (3-5 bottles a day) with - GS, BS, HS, PHS and MMM.
* Direct request to heal his heart and arteries (2-5 times a day)
* He wear chotu VK on his neck most of the time.
* He takes both VK, one he places on his foot fingers and on hand and chant GOLDEN SUNRISE for 30min to 1hr a day. He does that by himself though he has speech difficulty.
* sometimes I give VOB to his heart and brain with GS, ACS, HS.
So far in 2-3 months, what I have observed is his BP gets under control after my direct request etc. He walks slightly better and his mood is quite positive like I explained before.
Can anyone suggest me if I can include anything, I want to create a VK routine for him and strictly follow it. Though I do all the above daily, I am not following proper time etc. So I want to get more serious and follow proper timings.
My son
My Son who is autistic, he don't even call me or others like mom dad etc. Zero verbal, hyperactive, sometimes violent and doesn't understand anything except for a few small instructions like come here, eat this etc. He is 8yrs old. But he writes well rhymes on his own which he watch on TV etc. He does things what he wants and he does it well and cares nothing.
For him, I am giving - GS, CDS, BS and PHS
When he is not sleeping I give direct requests with GS, CDS and deep sleep.
Previously I did reiki surgery but I stopped. There is no proper reason, because of too many things I could say I neglected this part.
I observed, that he became calm and is now sleeping well.
Sometimes I use the booster method as well since I have two VKs
From time to time many issues popup, like my parent's health, my financial emergencies, my husband's BP spikes, my son getting hyper etc, then I will pray VK with direct requests. Most of them get cleared.
For My Parents
My parents are aged and have some health issues, especially my father who is 83. I am the only daughter and they worry a lot about me.
I should say, I have become an artist is real life and keep telling lies to them as well. I hide everything so that they worry less.
I give them - GS, SOF, PHS, CDS, PCS, HS, KPS, MMM, etc daily in multiple request depending on situations that day.
Since I am getting weird dreams these days, I am often requesting VK to keep them safe and in proper health with direct requests.
My Financial Issues
I have debts and I am responsible for handling my house. I cannot go outside for job, since I am needed at home.
I had to answer all the people who ask for debts, interests, rents, credit cards etc and request for time etc.
I am giving myself GS, TWS, Shreem, AWS, etc without many results.
I do direct requests, I place VK on my sales page where I offer my services etc. Sometimes I use the booster method.
Sometimes I take ACS, MUS, etc for myself to reduce stress and get some relief.
I do affirmations, Chant SWs Divine numbers etc.
When I have a headache or anything related to health etc, my requests/prayers are answered within minutes or hours max. But I don't know why my financial issues are not having any improvement. Especially since 1 or 2 months, I had zero sales.
I want to know if I have blockages or karmic accounts which are stopping me from earning. Something or the other crops up and messes my situation and mind as well. For example last year Covid, our family recovered and then my health took a hit, I slowly recovered after a month of medication and then my mom, who had a heart issue, she recovered and then VK came into my life, I started feeling positive and hopeful. 3 Weeks back my mother in law had to undergo open-heart surgery. Now for almost a week, our entire family has had viral fevers. We are recovering and my VKs are helping a lot in recovery. What can I do about my overall situation? How can I solve or improve my condition?
I only have my family and a few online friends and I don't know how my life is going on and how long can I move like this. I am worried about how my children will manage and how long can I support them. My daughter has stopped going to school, I could not afford her fees last year. For the coming academic year, I should do something to send her to school. She has become dull had no friends etc.
I cannot share anything with my parents, they are emotionally weak and have health issues. I am postgraduate and used to be pampered by my parents, since young I am an emotionally weak person and over-sensitive and a proud person, and could not make many friends. My in-laws and parents help me occasionally but I want to stand up and manage my finances without depending on them.
I want to organize and restart what I am doing and solve my issues. I want to create a VK routine so that I won't mess up.
I want to work on my emotions, and my flaws, and organize my lifestyle.
My reason for posting this is- Is there anything I can add to what I am doing? I am reading several articles, user experiences, and guides here, I think I am suffering from information overload.
I also want to know if I can get tips to stay organized and keep up with my work, reduce stress etc.
Currently, I am taking MUS, ACS, etc. Otherwise, I don't think I could have sustained till now and be in my right mind.
I am also want to take this opportunity to thank you and BOW to Sharat Sir and VK teachers. For a week, if VK did not give me relief and strength, I don't know what would have happened. All of us had high ferver temperature, body pains, cold and cough. But I was able to take care of all of them, do my household work, go to pharmacy to buy meds. Actually, I had to piggy back my son all the time, since he is suffering, he cried most of the time and climbs my back and do not get down. So, every time I requested VK to help me, somehow I was able to do everything from time to time and we got relief after placing requests, especially water charging and direct requests are a big boon for me.
Once again I apologize for the long post.
Thank you
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